I GIVE UP!
I have come to a point in my life where I no loner care about the world around me. I really can't continue to worry and fret over everyone else who continues to refuse to listen to the truth of God's word. What I am more concerned with are those who still seek an answer and a deeper walk with God but do not know where to look or how to find Him. Those are the people to whom God continues to call me.
What I really think and feel today is that I would like to officially resign from the tethers and connections to this world that I have laboriously tried to drag behind me in this life that have kept me away from a more complete connection to the life that God has promised me which is not of this world. In order for me to do that I have to begin cutting away at the past memories that have been used by the enemy to accuse me, and lessen God's impact in my life. Some of this is the memory of failures personally because they have serve their purpose to humble me and to show me that I need God, but the longer I carry them with me the more burdensome they become. I have decided that it is past time for me to break these mortal coils that bind me and tie me to a place that only has an offer of death, and then begin to cling to a promise that is given to me by a God that I can believe in.
For me to do that however, I must believe so completely in God I become willing to denounce that which is only temporary or which decays and dies. I do not wish to be a part of a collective mindless ans senseless universe that has no will or purpose of its own; but I do want to be a part of an eternal Kingdom that has nothing to do with this reality, and is completely and perfectly governed by someone who has proven beyond any measure that they love me for who I am. I want to be a part of a continual growth and development where every day I can open my eyes to new things, and gain talents and skills that I love and that help those around me.
I can definitely say that I am no longer interested in this world around me because it has sucked all of what life really means out of me, and is replacing it with fear, hate, and all of the things are negative to my happiness. Today then I choose to look up and wait for what my Lord has promised to me while living out the truth of what salvation really means. I choose to no longer cling to this life or this reality of death and decay, but reach out and cleave to an eternity which is not only promised, but I live right now. This brings new meaning to the words " FREE AT LAST". It is time for all of us to begin to let go of this place, and cleave to God. May you richly bless God through your life in Him.
THE UNWORTHY SERVANT
What I really think and feel today is that I would like to officially resign from the tethers and connections to this world that I have laboriously tried to drag behind me in this life that have kept me away from a more complete connection to the life that God has promised me which is not of this world. In order for me to do that I have to begin cutting away at the past memories that have been used by the enemy to accuse me, and lessen God's impact in my life. Some of this is the memory of failures personally because they have serve their purpose to humble me and to show me that I need God, but the longer I carry them with me the more burdensome they become. I have decided that it is past time for me to break these mortal coils that bind me and tie me to a place that only has an offer of death, and then begin to cling to a promise that is given to me by a God that I can believe in.
For me to do that however, I must believe so completely in God I become willing to denounce that which is only temporary or which decays and dies. I do not wish to be a part of a collective mindless ans senseless universe that has no will or purpose of its own; but I do want to be a part of an eternal Kingdom that has nothing to do with this reality, and is completely and perfectly governed by someone who has proven beyond any measure that they love me for who I am. I want to be a part of a continual growth and development where every day I can open my eyes to new things, and gain talents and skills that I love and that help those around me.
I can definitely say that I am no longer interested in this world around me because it has sucked all of what life really means out of me, and is replacing it with fear, hate, and all of the things are negative to my happiness. Today then I choose to look up and wait for what my Lord has promised to me while living out the truth of what salvation really means. I choose to no longer cling to this life or this reality of death and decay, but reach out and cleave to an eternity which is not only promised, but I live right now. This brings new meaning to the words " FREE AT LAST". It is time for all of us to begin to let go of this place, and cleave to God. May you richly bless God through your life in Him.
THE UNWORTHY SERVANT
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